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Having seen myself as part of the furry community for these last years i've been here and having made friends who i treasure regardless if it's still long distance, i've been partially happy with what i've made here... But there were problems that i had with myself for a long time, that at the time i didn't see it as "problems" until these last couple months... When i was younger there were times i hardly had much connection with others, i made it my choice to be alone and away from others either because i felt better not being around a crowd or because out of spite to the less pleasant companies i've come across, i was able to be all myself for long that even others began to feel bothered by it... "How can he stand being alone all the time?" Is what others began to ask themselves. And even if they tried to bring me in, i was uncapable of doing anything by distancing myself either because i didn't see myself connecting with those people... or more likely because likely because i didn't and still don't know "HOW"...
Now that those opportunities are gone, i finally begin to feel the regret... I know that doesn't mean it's the end of the world for me, i know i can still make new friends if i set my heart into it and look around... But the thing is, i've allowed my insecurities and my lack of motivation control my mind... When i looked at art of others most of the times i felt admiration and awe for it and the creators... but there were times that... i've felt jealous of it... Wanting to capable as them but believing i would never be half of what they are even if i were to try...
That's why i've finally decided that i need to change... I need to break away from these obstacles in my head and remember that i'm the only one who's making my life harder then it should be...
So, with that said, i'm gonna expand my social circle, i'm gonna be trying to post the things i've made so far in furaffinity, maybe one day on other furry websites as well. But that's just regarding my little creations. I'm also gonna try to getting in touch with the furry comunities of my country, their not as big as those from the States, but meeting new friends where i live, with similar passions, is something i could start with...

Thank you for reading.
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Tagged by :iconallentla: its not like i got nothing else going on, so ill play along. ^^

First the rules of the tag;


1. You have to post ALL the Rules.
2. Each person has to share 13 things about themselves. 
3. Answer 13 questions asked to you and invent 13 questions the people you tag will have to answer. 
4. Choose 13 people. 
5. You have to legitimately tag 13 people. 
6. You CAN'T say you don't do tags. 
7. Tag-backs are ALLOWED. 
8. YOU MUST MAKE A JOURNAL ENTRY! NO COMMENTS! Unless you're talking ABOUT the entry.
9. You have to finish within a week. If you don't finish in time, you have to do whatever the creator tells you. (You need to buy me a pizza)
10. Be creative with the title. No " I got tagged" stuff.

13 Facts about me;

1. I'm a dude, a bit shy, but willing to chat.
2. I like animals, specially dogs.
3. I like anime and furry art.
4. A bit addicted to certain videogames, sometimes. ^^;
5. I'm "Mr. Still Single" over here. XD
6. I'm a complicated person. ^^;
7. I like listening to music, don't care what it is, as long as i like it.
8. I speak more when i type then with my own mouth.
9. I like boobs as much as butts... There i said it. And i'm not ashamed. XD
10. I'm not much for sports... though i do need to exercise since i reached the age where i grow to the sides. XD
11. I'm not interested in religion, but i'm okay with those who are.
12. I keep my PC and PS4 both on. ^^;
13. I like Furries... specially female ones... deal with it.

Tag question time;

1. Fire or Ice ?
Ice, i prefer the cold powers.
2. What's your favourite thing in the world ?
I've been in Deviantart for two years now, and the furry fandom has became one of the things i love the most. ^^
3. Do you like Tea or Coffee ?
Mmmm, Tea i guess...
4. Do you like the Spring time or Autumn time ?
Mmm, i guess Spring time, it feels nicer to me.
5. How long do you take bathroom breaks ?
Really?..... I don't stay there for long, unless its a shower i'm taking.
6. If your character/s was real what would you do with them ?
Well, how about an "hello" for starters? XD
7. City, town, countryside or urban areas ?
As long as i have Wi-Fi, the things i need, and i'm comfortable with the house, it doesn't really matter much. XD
8. Do you like it when days are dark ?
Usually yes, unless i'm feeling depressed... those days certainly wouldn't make me feel better in that case.
9. Solid or melted cheese ?
Solid! No doubts about it.
10. If I hugged you and I started purring how would that feel ?
Err, no offense, if you were a dude i would feel a bit uncomfortable, if you were a girl... well... i guess my mind would be like, "yeaaah." XP
11. Like to wrap up warm ?
In my bed sheets, yeah.
12. If you were forced to draw one thing that you really hated for one day what would it be ?
Grr, Bullies... nothing else i can think of right now.
13. Which cheek is better ?
Err, soft ones i guess...

So 13 questions from me for you to answer;

1. What's your favorite videogame?
2. What's your opinion of the game Pokemon Go that has been all over the place?
3. What's your favorite animal?
4. Do you ever watched NSFW art?
5. What's your type of music?
6. Do you use your phone a lot for more then just calls?
7. Of the four elements: Water, Fire, Earth and Wind. What would you choose to be yours?
8. What's your favourite food?
9. Do you have a favorite youtuber?
10. Do you have any pets?
11. What's your Horoscope Sign?
12. What type of person do you see yourself as?
13. If you don't mind me asking... what's your type of girl/guy? XD

Aaaaand those 13 people i tag, ARE!.....

:iconkulcheck: :iconhectorny: :iconfroexd: :iconkal241: :iconeastern-fox: :iconcosmic-phoenyx: :iconpupdol: :iconchellybo: :iconthemegabad1: :iconnintendo1889m: :icontheblacknova: :iconsirmitternacht: :iconhumphreylevine2014:

Only play if you want to. ^^
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Those 3 words i believe in, havent been at 100% for quite a while... I really need ideas on what to do next, ideas that could make me think of something new... Perharps for the story that i have yet to finish, or something completely different...
So Please... If anyone here is willing to listen to my rambling... Talk to me, give tips, or anything that could help blew my mind... because thats how i felt like when i began writing all those things i posted... like a sudden stroke of genius. I would appreciate very much...
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Not much is known about the Shadyman to The Outsiders. But in truth there is way to much to learn about him to ever fully understand him.
The Shadyman is a descendant of The Grim Reaper - in other words, a Death's incarnate.
The most important thing about him is the fact that he travels through dimensions and the more he travels, the more wiser and powerful he becomes.
Due to his immense power, the Shadyman can learn everything about any World and Dimension, as well as every person who resides in it, just through a single "scan". Once he makes a scan , every information and secrets about the residents, that the scan obtained from every person's brains... are his to explore. It is through this method that the Shadyman knows everything about every person he encounters... And it's also through this way... that he knows which people don't deserve to live... they only deserve to be punished for their actions.
Because of this power that allows him to know who's good and who's bad, the Shadyman sends information to The Outsiders, that cannot be obtained anywhere else, since the information is all gathered directly from every person's brain and not a computer's database. Since the information he gives to his vigilantes are plenty, The Outsiders are given new missions mostly because of his indirect interference.

First contacts with the vigilantes:
One thing that is unknown to The Outsiders... is that all of them vanished from their original worlds and ended up in this World... because of him.

In fact, during his fight with Borgh, Ralton believed that was the Apple of Eden in Borgh's possession that created the dimensional rift that they both fell into. When in reality, i was the Shadyman who was watching the battle, hidden nearby, that made the rift appear under them.

When Atsuko's squad was sent on a mission to plant explosives inside a Machines Factory and get out, the squad were having problems leaving the Factory after planting the explosives, Atsuko made them go on without him and didn't manage to get out in time unlike his teammates... There's was no way Atsuko could have survived... but he did. After the explosion, the Shadyman teleported to Atsuko's location, finding him full of wounds and burns. The Shadyman used a spell created by himself in order to save him... but the spell was untested. Once cast, the spell prevented Atsuko's soul from leaving the body, and as time would pass, Atsuko's body would regenerate, leaving him without scars and burned fur. But the spell didn't do just good things... Atsuko had his arms and legs - from the knees to the feet - broken, and when the spell tried to fix them... it shattered them, which is why he never managed to move them again and at the end the result was amputation and replacement with Cybergenetics. Later at some point the Shadyman teleported Atsuko to this World while he was asleep. 
Atsuko was the last vigilante to be teleported to this World.

Ashanti lived 16 years of her life since she was born, as a slave in Human Society. One night, when Ashanti was in her cage just like the other slaves and there were only two guards watching them, the Shadyman comes out, kills the guards, gets the keys from them, frees Ashanti and gives her the keys before wandering off and vanish. After murdering her "owners" at their mansion, joining a Mage guild and being kick out for killing her cheating boyfriend and practicing Blood Magic, Ashanti is teleported by the Shadyman into this world, while she was asleep.
Ashanti was the first vigilante to be teleported to this World.

Testing friends minds...
The Shadyman likes to interfere and test people's minds. Once one of The Outsiders begins a relationship - serious or not - with someone, the Shadyman will sometimes give the person dreams and nightmares, about the vigilante their having a relationship with and even the other vigilantes, should the person have met them or is about to. Sometimes the Shadyman himself will make an appearance in these dreams, especially if the person couldn't understand the "message" brought by the dreams they were having. 


(Updating soon, as time passes, more will be revealed...)
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OC's selling

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My Friend :iconpupdol: is currently selling some of her old OCs, If there's anyone interested here's the link  <da:thumb id="527087342"/>

No real life money involved.
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